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  • merkle sync

    a from-scratch two-way file sync engine for two machines on one local network. no http, no json, no central server, just raw tcp, udp multicast and a merkle…

  • the training set was us

    i went looking for something to watch a few weeks ago and ended up scrolling the list i keep of shows people have told me to get to, the type of list that only…

  • what constraints do to momentum

    dynamical systems was the one course at uni that actually grabbed me, so on a slow afternoon last week i tried to see how much trouble i could get into. picked…

  • holding has no shape

    i spent last tuesday doing nothing and came home knackered. well, not quite nothing. i had six agents going at once, with one claude rewriting a migration…

  • the $10b shortcut

    we are currently witnessing a structural bifurcation in the global ai landscape. on one side, you have the closed-source giants (openai, anthropic, google)…

  • a small lit circle

    i became a software engineer partly because i wanted to understand things. i like the feeling of taking something that looks like magic from the outside and…

  • the moonshot that leaked

    i have been arguing for some time that the "capital moat" theory of ai, the idea that you need a gdp-sized budget and a nuclear power plant to train a frontier…

  • i have everything but nothing at all

    i'm twenty-three. if you saw my life written down you'd probably think i had it figured out. good grades in school, then imperial, goldman after that, the job…

  • reading without reading

    we have spent the last decade obsessed with scale. we want more parameters, more data and, perhaps most desperately, longer context windows. we went from…

  • two faces of desire

    so, is a state of low desire actually a problem? from within, if i am truly content, resting in a quiet ease within my own skin, who can claim that i suffer?…

  • gold medal, one blind spot

    if you have been following the breathless hype cycles of ai, you are likely exhausted. i know i am. but what happened in australia this year is different.…